pisses me off that i geninuely cant talk about how shitty this job is (bc it is.) without it seeming im ungrateful. like how are the 2 things even connected.
just let me vent and say my things. promise you it’ll pass and i can move on. it just so irritating. literally have some of the crappist coworkers ever.
manager is devious and playing her sancho. omg they both have kids and he has a wife. like wow. but they give me a lot of feedback and will go over things if i need help or if i fuck up. also doesnt police me as much though the passive agressiveness is kinda ugly at times.
k is the controlling, suffocating asshat who things their better than ever one else. news flash im not stupid stop treating me like im missing half my brain. its only been my 1st month here, im bound to STILL ask a bunch of questions and not know ever damn detail. its not bc im dumb. im forgotful and dont have that “professional” thing going on yet. give me a damn break, let it build. you condesencing prick.
t is always late and has some damn excuse and a tad lazy. but other than that he’s cool, no complaints about much else. he’s calmer and lets me learn on the job. wr can actually carry a conversation and never faults me if i do something wrong. i appericate that. i get along super well with him though somethings get on my nerves.
n is an perv but he’s honorable. i know he talks shit about me behind my back but whatever. we actually get alone well. though he can be awful sometimes. had to set a boundary around myself about how he can greet me. i dont accept hugs unless its something personal but other than that no hugs.
Ism is kinda funny deliemma. he knows i dislike pickup lines and oneliners and thats how he loves to irritate me. his always trying to get my attention and then say something dumb. but his dependable, i feel bad that i mess up orders at least 5 times a day. at least its better than half of them. sometimes i just wanna say im gay, maybe that’ll give him something to mull over but i think it would just be a way to get everyone to dislike me.
pq is…. we dont talk much. its strictly business. always smells like booze. and im SURE he talks shit about me. everyone does. im the newbie. this is a nuetral one really. i wanna keep it that way.
G IS a dweeb and not in a funny way. more lime he doesnt want to do his job or finds some excuse to not do it. mostly nuetral. its kinda widespread consences that he should be fired or at least pull his own weight better. this place is HIGHLY understaffed.
p i have very little complaints about. i know he talks shit about me. since we dont talk too often its been mostly positive. since he’s been here a long time. sometimes i wish that he updated me more on the status our prep. but he does his job(most of the time) and its good.
pan is… hmmm well its mostly okay. but i know his NOT A GOOD PERSON. taking money for unspoken favors is shady. out of everyone he is defintely the most shady. sometimes he glares at me and he has one evil laugh. really gets my anxious up there. i usually keep my distance.
j is. j is crazy. one wild card. out of everyone i dislike him the most. hands down one of the worst coworkers i have..i dont trust him at all. thats not even his real name and i dont wanna know anymore than the superifical. huge creepo alert. like honestly i do suspect he might sexually assault women or worse a fullblown rapist. his sweet talking is futile. i already know. also i know you def talk shit behind my back.
my boss is… im grateful to have a job. really i am. but his one slimy bastard. and treats me like im incompentent and rarely smiles or even has anything positive to say. i have very little respect for him.
so there. what ive been dealing with. i feel better just venting.